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FIX YOUR HEARTS OR DIE

by A Very Special Episode

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1.
DFP 05:01
Dark and dreamy eyes Will take advantage of my mind In crowded halls where friends and lovers meet Consume my brain and make it spin Don't recognize the place you're in Is this still where I'm supposed to be? And there’s a sound that’s humming inside A feeling that something's not right The more I hear the more I start to notice The walls are closing in Shifting to an empty room The rain attacks the windows from outside Everything here seems familiar But it’s not my home And the sound it gets louder It gets hotter inside your empty mind It’s growing and it’s coming And you can’t turn it off No you can’t make it stop I thought I had it I thought I’d put it out I thought I’d made it I thought I’d keep it held back I thought I had it under control I thought I’d make it I thought I’d keep it down
2.
Shutter the windows and lock all the doors Stock up on all that you need We're gonna be here for a long while And it needs your fear to feed Get to your safe place and hunker down If we stay here together then we won't drown I'll be here to help you weather the storm Just when the wind slows you think it might pass It comes harder and faster at you No matter where you go from here This will always be all that you are and do Get to your safe place and hunker down If we stay here together then we won't drown I'll be here to help you weather the storm Pull me back down To the water I wanna feel it filling up my lungs Pull me back down To the water I wanna feel it filling up my lungs Pull me back down To the water I wanna feel it filling up my lungs Pull me back down To the water I wanna feel it I wanna feel something
3.
Evergreene 04:35
I’m shivering in the sunlight Crumbling under the weight of my passion Decode our cultures until my Reptilian mind can get some well deserved action Steal the water from the well Promise me you’ll never tell You can feed me lies Until you break my teeth Perfect, evergreen There’s only you In my mind In my eyes You could do no wrong Mumble your nonsense And I’ll surely sing along Feed me your lies Feed me your lies You’re so perfect You’re so evergreen You’re so perfect You’re so evergreen Feed me lies until you break my teeth You’re so perfect, you’re so evergreen
4.
New Coke 03:59
I can’t smell the summer anymore I can’t hear it’s noises from behind my green front door And I don’t know why it still feels like a lamb to the slaughter We can’t forget all the things you did just because you have a daughter I don’t give a shit about your mixtape I wear makeup everyday just to keep creeps like you away Pour on the gasoline and watch it all burn down Is that stone around your neck getting heavier now? I’m not your friend anymore You left all your lovers lying on the floor I can’t smell the summer from this far The songs don’t sound the same now that I know who you are I’m not your friend anymore You left all your lovers lying on the floor You smell of sin and malicious intention When people tell you who you are, believe them
5.
Cowboy 04:49
You see yourself just like a thorn From a cactus, burning red In the middle of that desert home for that cowboy in your head You are the sheriff of this town You can make them understand Not a soul gets a leg up unless you're there to lend a hand You know you got me good You know you had me going Tell me exactly who I am And keep yourself from showing You know you got me good You know you had me going Tell me exactly who I am And keep yourself from And keep yourself from showing Oh your love feels like the desert Deepest blue and blackest night Freezing cold and all alone I won't make it out alive You come in, guns a blazing Just in the nick of time Red and black and thunder loud Claiming everything that's mine You know you got me good You know you had me going Tell me exactly who I am And keep yourself from showing You know you got me good You know you had me going Tell me exactly who I am And keep yourself from And keep yourself from showing You're such a mystery Wrapped up in that masculinity All that toxicity is gonna bring you down You're such a mystery Wrapped up in that masculinity All that toxicity is gonna bring you down Is gonna bring you down Is gonna bring you down Is gonna bring you down You know you got me good You know you had me going Tell me exactly who I am And keep yourself from showing You know you got me good You know you had me going Tell me exactly who I am And keep yourself from showing
6.
I can’t keep you down When you’re not around You stay inside to heal the pain Can it be the same again? I can’t control I can feel you coming down I’m overdrawn Save me
7.
Introspectre 04:26
Check the windows, check the doors, count the spaces on the floor you're only human Stove is off, faucet's not running, but that still won't stop the pounding in your ear Time to go, but you're not leaving, something's keeping you inside you don't know why Caught inside this loop you're lapping, thoughts you swore that you'd already left behind Why don't you just check again Don't ignore me I'm not gonna go away It's not all in your head But no one's here to tell you that it's all okay Cracks in the sidewalk lay before you like the slats upon a track But that train wouldn't get very far if it had to skip over every one Surfaces scream out touch me touch me they're crawling and they're creeping on the top Caught inside this loop you're lapping, just begging for this awful day to stop Why don't you just check again Don't ignore me I'm not gonna go away It's not all just in your head No one's here to tell you that it's all okay Thoughts they creep in when it's dark Falling heavy on your heart All you needed was a spark To start you spiraling Thoughts they creep in when it's dark Falling heavy on your heart All you needed was a spark Why don't you just check again Don't ignore me I'm not gonna go away It's not all in your head But I'm not gonna tell you it's okay No it's not okay No one's here to tell you that it's all okay
8.
Fuck everything I’m here but I feel like I’m losing me The weight of it’s crushing and I can’t take it
9.
Hollow 03:40
The room is cold and no one comes And you keep wishing they were under your thumb Keep calling out but you don’t get a response What can you do and what do they want? I feel so hollow It’s hard to swallow I feel so hollow And it always keeps me coming back Staring at your own face in the glass You don’t recognize who you see in there anymore Tempers fly and babies cry It’s not how it used to be, never gonna be again You don’t know how you got here and why you stayed Not quite sure how your gonna push through But you keep me coming back Wanna be your king tonight Wanna be your guiding light You take me down and make me blue and it’s all because of you I wanna be your king tonight I feel so hollow I feel so hollow It’s hard to swallow, yea
10.
Fix your hearts or die Fix your hearts or die Fix your hearts or die Fix your hearts or die Fix your hearts or die Fix your hearts or die Fix your hearts or die Fix your hearts or die Fix your hearts or die Fix your hearts or die Fix your hearts or die
11.
Spent 04:18
I don’t think you see her She’s not really there It’s like you walk right through her Like you just don’t care We don’t know what you’re thinking But we know it’s nothing good You think you’ve got some claim over us But you know you never would She doesn’t see it coming But I can feel it all around Can’t you feel it getting colder now Coming up from underground We don’t know what you’re thinking But we know it’s nothing good You think you’ve got some claim over us But you know you never would Can’t you see, can’t you see that she’s falling apart She don’t know it, she don’t know it but you’re gonna tear out her heart We don’t know what you’re thinking But we know it’s nothing good You think you’ve got some claim over us But you know you never would The cold is getting nearer But he said he’d keep her safe and warm He comes to her and he wipes her eyes Tells her it’ll be alright I’ll keep you safe when the wolves come around

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A Very Special Episode is Kasey Heisler, Patrick Porter, and Chayse Schutter.

''DFP'', ''Weather the Storm'', ''Evergreene'', ''Fire Walk With Me'', ''Fix Your Hearts or Die'', and ''Spent'' recorded and engineered by Don Scherr at the Neck. ''New Coke'', ''Cowboy'', ''Introspectre'', ''Fuck everything'', and ''Hollow'' recorded and engineered by Russ Worstell and Big Feet Sounds at Astoria Soundworks. Mixed at 3123 Studios by Patrick Porter and mastered by Dion Lunadon.

Big thank you to Caroline Kretsch, Robert Lanterman, Jon Daily, and Jeffrey Star.

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2021 Hidden Home Records, EWEL Records.

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